Party Music for Graveyards "The Trailers"

I saw you, I caught you in a blue time,
I lost you, you fled me meanwhile.
Possession in your virgin redemption made me Godlike,
a blood bond forever to make you mine.

Don’t blame me, forget me, I’m a "Fallen Christ",
that even the Devil denied, with huge disguise.
Beat me, looking for the better solution fulfill my pride,
‘cause I know, that you can’t fill my heart.

I wish you filled my heart, I tried to hide my lies
but when I woke myself I realized... Forget me.

Could you ever feel my ego staring at your eyes?
Did you ever feel an echo overstep the line?
Can you teach your inner secret to the "Fallen Christ"?
I think I’ve lost my own direction, one more time!

I wish you were the one, to be the only one
but when I looked at you I saw myself.

I cry, I shout but you’re still not mine,
in spite of all the things I’ve done you’ll never be mine.

I’m a Fallen Christ,

I was enough to be by myself,
I didn’t need anyone else,
enough to be the right way?
The desolation was the answer
and nothing could ever touch me,
enough to be the right way?

I was spending all my days to find something
to keep me more alive or made me just rise?
But liven up my mind psychotropic start,
enough to be the right way?

But I’m in love with you, I’m in love with you too,
but what I really need is to be loved like I love.

‘Cause I know what you think
when you look in my eyes,
when I start to cry how can you still smile?
Who are you to believe that I lie when I say:
"I'm trying to leave, that I’m trying to fly".

I think I could be wrong,
a faux pas cold like stone,
not enough to be the right way.
We are made of flesh and blood
but something burns our veins
like carbonated chains.

Night or day, black or white, sun or rain, live or die...
Maybe just the same.
Everything is a face, we reveal just a side
of the same refrain.

Come to see the Dark Fool,
Jester’s on the altar shout his fairy tale, here we go!

Spinning around through the vicious circle,
I'm facing the ground, I’m destined for nowhere.

I really need to see the reason,
I’m searching for another way to understand
why you’re still so far from me,
while other things join together.

Dusk to dawn you’re afar, anger spent 'gainst the wall,
time is flowing slow.
Wretched bitch, carnal way, heathen way but anyway
I won’t be your drip.

Staring at the outside waiting like
a fooled bride I devour myself,
I’m alone, sacred whore... I’m alone!

Fool me again with unholy torture but
never again will I be your lighthouse.

I realise today the reason,
I don’t need another way to understand,
a little variation can change everything.