Party Music for Graveyards

Reflection of a mystic spire massive blood flow to the wire,
contortion of romantic pyre refrain hatred, crime, a liar
between a fragrant needle cry, you’re to fix what I can buy,
between the line I’m passing by, feed my hunger lest I die,
till I’m dry.

My mind distortion goes to trade, pollution of my soul to aid,
would you escort me ‘fore I fade? Take my hand and you’ll be saved.
A bitter slime that you betrayed pleading mercy like a slave,
a sweaty velvet virgin made, feed my hunger lest I fade,
‘fore I’m scathed

You’re diggin up my grave,
deep petal you can’t save
a wretched fortune for the brave.
You’re diggin up my grave,
nobody you can save
a better carnal junk head slave.

Would you give up your precious time and get me out from this decline?
The psychotropic state of mind Will never render you divine.
Just see that I’m sorry, see me sorry, see me sorry, know that I forgot,
a sweaty velvet girl desire, feed my hunger in the fire,
deem me your sire

Taken from my grave, forsaken from my grave...

Would you give up your precious time and get me out from this decline? The psychotropic state of mind Will never render you divine.

Everything should be alright, ain’t gotta penny to my name,
everything should be alright, even my house burned down.
Everything should be alright, the final notice arrived,
everything should be alright and you waved me goodbye.

Left me to burn and you waved me goodbye,
why should I hear another goodbye?

Everything should be alright, you only gave me strife,
everything should be alright and you waved me goodbye.

I want to cut the ties,
don’t wonna see you ever no never again,
wanted you to stop me
but you didn’t and you waved me goodbye.

I picked up the first fuckin’ train that went by,
maybe the last escape from your pig sty.

I liberated myself from these polluted shores,
gave me a deep infection filled my rotten sores.
The grass is always greener on the other side,
leave me in the garden that bears my name,
I’d be better down.

Everything should be alright, my solitude I taste,
everything should be alright, like a weeping princess.

I want to break these chains,
don’t wonna see you ever, no never again,
wanted you to stop me
but you didn’t and you waved me goodbye.

I’d be better down, won’t you send me down.

Sobibor, how many people pass through...
Sobibor and now it’s time for you.

Ripped inside, bleeding tide on their side,
beaten dried kicked aside lest I hide,
wish that I’d, never cried for my bride,
suffer eternal divide.

Nothing gained through my strain in this pain,
ash in rain, taste your stain, in my brain
will I wain for a grain, love in rain,
will my love only be feigned.

Has come for you, suffer eternal divide,
has come for you, for my bride eternal Divide.

I’m still dreamin’ of you.

I saw you, I caught you in a blue time,
I lost you, you fled me meanwhile.
Possession in your virgin redemption made me Godlike,
a blood bond forever to make you mine.

Don’t blame me, forget me, I’m a "Fallen Christ",
that even the Devil denied, with huge disguise.
Beat me, looking for the better solution fulfill my pride,
‘cause I know, that you can’t fill my heart.

I wish you filled my heart, I tried to hide my lies
but when I woke myself I realized... Forget me.

Could you ever feel my ego staring at your eyes?
Did you ever feel an echo overstep the line?
Can you teach your inner secret to the "Fallen Christ"?
I think I’ve lost my own direction, one more time!

I wish you were the one, to be the only one
but when I looked at you I saw myself.

I cry, I shout but you’re still not mine,
in spite of all the things I’ve done you’ll never be mine.

I’m a Fallen Christ,

Did the cold night disturb you?
Did a feeling insert you?
Was it someone who hurt you?
Does the solitude warm your heart?

Are you harbouring poison?
You still trust in the dreams you had?
Are you broken inside you?
Who is suffering? Would you know?

Never let go, it’s harder than we know...
Don’t suffer alone ‘couse everyone knows:
Everyone needs somebody...

Nobody can be without somebody to love.

It takes a lot time to unstain you,
don’t think time don’t take patience,
blood is thicker than water,
will your brothers pick you up?

You won’t drown, you won’t drown...

Feel the light from around you,
feel the light that won’t drown you,
we dig up for the party
and you’ll never be like before...

What are you doing inside your dark room?
Crystal reflection, what are you dying from?
Look in the mirror, searching for your form,
never respecting What you got deep inside.

You’re wasting your life across the emotion,
in yourself confide, reflective over oceans.

What are you feeling outside your ego?
No one to follow to find your equal.
Look in the mirror, never let you go,
not superficial, what you got deep inside.

I know it...

You’re wasting your life across the emotion,
in yourself confide, reflective over oceans.
Don’t spend your whole life trust love in potions,
in others confide, try sharing your emotions.

Spread out your own emotions, before you fade.

Dreamer... Just a cast away,
I’ve always been and now, I realize.

Tasting the sorrow I’ve learnt to understand:
It’s just sorrow that makes you blind.

The dreamer, dreams other worlds
to escape tediousness of grey tired days.

Tasting the sorrow I’ve learnt to understand:
It’s just sorrow that makes you blind,
and then you don’t care for the rest, of the world,
no one cares if you’re falling down.

My world is dying and I don’t cry,
You are so fine, sorry, but I’m so blind.

A dreamer takes on a mile
happiness an inch betray, run away.

Dreamer... Just a cast away,
I’ve always been and now, I realize...

Like a grey eyeball filter for comfort
nothing unstable, too prone to contort,
in a throne plastic, rivets and solder,
everything gettin' older.
Biophysical acid to hold you
dripping pure you're still hoping to pull through,
saddened mother a counterfeit shoulder,
everything gettin' older.

Sleeping suffering never should I betray you,
weeping wondering never could I dismay you.

Come for my shoulder, come for me colder...
Come for, I told her, everything gettin' older.

Is a throne mechanism for envy,
hatred, spite, jealous prison you send me,
broken frame, maybe I need a shoulder...
Maybe I'm gettin' older

Under the arc of a weather stain boards
ancient goblins and warlords
come out the ground not making a sound,
the smell of death is all around
and the night when the cold wind blows
no one cares, nobody knows.

I don’t want to be buried in a pet sematary,
I don’t want to live my life again.
I don’t want to be buried in a pet sematary,
I don’t want to live my life again.

Follow victor to the sacred place,
this aint a dream, I cant escape,
molars and fangs, the clicking of bones,
spirits moaning among the tombstones
and the night, when the moon is bright,
someone cries, something aint right.

The moon is full, the air is still,
all of the sudden I feel a chain,
Victor is grinning, flesh rotting away,
skeletons dance, I curse this day
and the night when the wolves cry out,
listen close and you can hear me shout.

I was enough to be by myself,
I didn’t need anyone else,
enough to be the right way?
The desolation was the answer
and nothing could ever touch me,
enough to be the right way?

I was spending all my days to find something
to keep me more alive or made me just rise?
But liven up my mind psychotropic start,
enough to be the right way?

But I’m in love with you, I’m in love with you too,
but what I really need is to be loved like I love.

‘Cause I know what you think
when you look in my eyes,
when I start to cry how can you still smile?
Who are you to believe that I lie when I say:
"I'm trying to leave, that I’m trying to fly".

I think I could be wrong,
a faux pas cold like stone,
not enough to be the right way.
We are made of flesh and blood
but something burns our veins
like carbonated chains.

All the seasons change, slowly rearrange,
all theese feelings make me afraid,
I can see the trees, broken flowerpots
rusting brown autumn leaves, like me...
Icy river flows freezes everything,
all the sealife beneath remains,
like a fish I feel, I can’t break this ice
and I will float away.

My world is flooding down and I’m try to swim again
but it’s hard for me to stay in this cryogenic state.

Birds have flown away suffering broken wings
that nobody is able to cure,
who will heal these wounds
that have burdened me like a harrowing scar.

You know what I mean, you know what I mean,
you know when these thing can change.
You know what I mean, you know what I mean,
you know when these feelings cause pain.
You know what I mean, you know what I mean,
when my world is flooding down...
When my life is deathly gone.

A burning masquerade I have to let it be,
if I can realize my face will never hide.

It’s flooding down... It’s flooding right down.

Night or day, black or white, sun or rain, live or die...
Maybe just the same.
Everything is a face, we reveal just a side
of the same refrain.

Come to see the Dark Fool,
Jester’s on the altar shout his fairy tale, here we go!

Spinning around through the vicious circle,
I'm facing the ground, I’m destined for nowhere.

I really need to see the reason,
I’m searching for another way to understand
why you’re still so far from me,
while other things join together.

Dusk to dawn you’re afar, anger spent 'gainst the wall,
time is flowing slow.
Wretched bitch, carnal way, heathen way but anyway
I won’t be your drip.

Staring at the outside waiting like
a fooled bride I devour myself,
I’m alone, sacred whore... I’m alone!

Fool me again with unholy torture but
never again will I be your lighthouse.

I realise today the reason,
I don’t need another way to understand,
a little variation can change everything.